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[Aug. 26th, 2006|12:04 am] |
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| | juliette and the licks | ] | dont want to talk bout it but this helps..
Artist: Juliette & The Licks Album: You're Speaking My Language Year: 2005 Title: By The Heat Of Your Light Print Correct
I'd come around like a little cat brush past your leg imagine that dont leave my dish outside
I want to eat by the heat of your light I woke up just a little too late you softly walked away, shut the gate don't leave my love in the dark
I still feel the beat, by the heat of your light
The letters, i sent went unreturned like plucking the wings if a baby bird I wonder where it all began and if it will ever appear again
Come rock me to sleep by the heat of your light |
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| oooo shopping!!! |
[Aug. 23rd, 2006|01:11 am] |
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| | The Drips ~Dowtown Brown | ] | i dropped some dough at some expensive stores for some pretty stylish digs, for school.. IT WAS FUN!! havent went school shopping in 14 years.. o i make myself sound so old sometimes. so is it wrong to wear converse all stars with dressy pants? .. im thinking it might be.. but it looks cute :). :) |
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[Aug. 15th, 2006|11:56 am] |
MKay so.. I need to update this.. it was brought to my attention that there acutally are things other than myspace out there which i may have neglected.. lets leave my job, the fluids in my car, and cleaning my house out of this.. oh and thankfully my kid is ultra persistent or she might starve to death..lol jk. thats the one thing i never neglect and fuck you for thinking it!!,, if you did..:P amyway, i need to update the LJ.. come september we will be bonding over homework.. haha its true this old fart is going BACk into college .. and let me tell you I feel completely old.. I do have a roxy shirt though! which is stupid because I don't surf but its pretty...and on the other hand I won't be wearing anything announcing the fact I actually enjoy to skateboarding. because I can hear the kids now psssst"look at that old lady with the origin shirt on". BWA HA HA HA HAHA..
yeah well:/ this summer has been pretty cool.. I met some pretty cool people that I've wanted to meet for a while and so finally, I did.. and hung out at some pretty decent places albiet briefly. lancaster, harrisburg york PA area.. almost killed the lead singer of Superbuick, whos probably never getting in my looser cruiser again! hehe sorry again James:) and started to skate again well actually I started to skate again in March... its been fun.. now back to school..wow I feel like a kid again! NOT! anyway this is kind of funny...read on.
I went into the colllege to register and I have done this before 13 years ago; piece of cake .. not this time.. I was all nervous and retarded and had NO idea where to go.. Now im not a dummy first of all.. and in fact im probably as old if not older than some of the administration and counselors who were assisting me in my schedule and i have a pretty decent vocabulary.. either way i found it hard to talk! i was using grade school dialogue and stuttering and saying things like "the thing..you know the thing.. the thing".instead of transcripts...I felt like a BOOB!! haha I think in my head I was back in college 13 years ago (only then i was sans a plan and more confident then ever).. this time I have a plan and felt like a total nervous retard! there is surely something to be said about the phrase ignorance is bliss! lol |
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| yeah whatever.. update |
[Jan. 12th, 2006|09:10 am] |
I've been writing waaaay too much, and having dreams about Martin luther Kind Jr. being gay. yeah I think its safe to say I need a night out. oh and im 32 today.. lovely.. god i sound so cynical today .. could be the music. |
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| ten years gone |
[Dec. 21st, 2005|11:11 pm] |
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| | my morning jacket | ] | LED ZEPPELIN LYRICS
Then as it was, then again it will be An' though the course may change sometimes Rivers always reach the sea Blind stars of fortune, each have several rays On the wings of maybe, down in birds of prey Kind of makes me feel sometimes, didn't have to grow But as the eagle leaves the nest, it's got so far to go
Changes fill my time, baby, that's alright with me In the midst I think of you, and how it used to be
Did you ever really need somebody, And really need 'em bad Did you ever really want somebody, The best love you ever had Do you ever remember me, baby, did it feel so good 'Cause it was just the first time, And you knew you would
Through the eyes an' I sparkle, Senses growing keen Taste your love along the way, See your feathers preen Kind of makes makes me feel sometimes, Didn't have to grow We are eagles of one nest, The nest is in our soul
Vixen in my dreams, with great surprise to me Never thought I'd see your face the way it used to be Oh darlin', oh darlin'
I'm never gonna leave you. I never gonna leave Holdin' on, ten years gone Ten years gone, holdin' on, ten years gone |
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| got christmas tree? |
[Dec. 14th, 2005|04:51 pm] |
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| | flogging molly | ] | i finally do! yay! its a very tall very skinny looks like an emo kid... i have a revolving santa and sleigh on the top. its cute. i will post some pics.. i think this is the tree that will break me of the christmas dulldrums i have expierienced over the last 7 years.... maybe. lol eh christmas isnt so bad.. i just wish it really were like a target commmercial. dot |
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[Dec. 6th, 2005|10:15 am] |
Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
In June I stole euphoracy's purse (-30 points). In October I didn't flush (-1 points). Last Sunday helluvadriver and I donated clothes to the needy (11 points). Last Thursday I committed genocide... Sorry about that, gunzby (-5000 points). Last month I ate my brussel sprouts (1 points).
Overall, I've been naughty (-5019 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking!
Sincerely, bloog7998 |
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| Thanksgiving and reunions..family feuding, |
[Nov. 28th, 2005|09:44 am] |
Thats my family: feuding hugging kissing fighting drinking.. thats all in one night.. occasionally. We ulitamately all love each other and, and at the end of the day stick together but its like pulling teeth sometimes ..
This thanksgiving it was about a reunion and a snub and a drink or two and some melancholy about mom, Kathy (our sister who died in 01) and of course Roger on my part. I hold it all inside, and smile my brothers are the WORST! nothing to exciting though..
Anyway, my sister Leona whom I haven't seen in some 20 years popped in for a visit with my brother Leo whom we see when he is back on the wagon and doing right by his family..when he is off the wagon and sleeping under a bridge we don't see him..He's a brilliant artist and muscian but he is just tortured to no end.. My Brother Robert is the worlds WORST grudge holder EVER.. Leona walks in the door after 20 years and it takes him all of 3 mintues to decide he is leaving.. He could have stayed upstairs with the kids while she was there for the whole 15 minutes she was there.. but he left. I packed them up some turkey and away they went.. childish. they claimed they had to let the dog out. likely excuse.. but whatever their loss.
Danny usually gets drunk and sad on the hoidays.. he just started his own trucking business and seemed preocupied with other stuff and maybe its good because he wasn't too melancholy this thanksgiving.. Christmas in on the way though....
I threw down in the kitchen though..LOOVE loove loove to cook... If they say the way to a mans heart is through his stomach.. why are the men not lining up? heh.. |
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| pretty much dead on.. |
[Nov. 21st, 2005|09:35 am] |
You fit in with: Atheism
Your ideals mostly resemble those of an Atheist. You have very little faith and you are very focused on intellectual endeavors. You value objective proof over intuition or subjective thoughts. You enjoy talking about ideas and tend to have a lot of in depth conversations with people.
60% scientific. 80% reason-oriented.
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| PROGRESS!! WAY TO GO CONDI |
[Nov. 15th, 2005|01:13 pm] |
I can be excited, albiet prematurely over this border issue with Isreal and Palestine right? For what its worth this is the first time the Palestinians are in control of anything which will be wonderful for their morality. Isreal wont even have a veto power which is huge.. I reckon the minute terrorists start flooding the gates hammas and such the deal will be off as should be, but dammit im going to be happy today. Believe me I was no fan of Arafat and he was not Palestine. Palestine is a land of people and they all deserve room to trade and move freely and build their economy and with the border being secured and under some sort of control. Donations and foreign aid will now start to flow from the international community.. a higher quality of life for Palestinians will lead to fewer of them wanting to strap on kaboom or encourage their children to die for the cause.
Palestinans have a right to move freely and so should Isrealis once they [Palestinians} have a taste of better trade,economy,and society, they will understand why Isrealis fight to maintain theirs,, by any means. ok. bye. |
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| :::sigh::: |
[Nov. 13th, 2005|10:37 pm] |
what a shit day....
with just a few choice words I have been made to feel utterly useless to my family, friends, and myself. I am however, completely exhausted mentally and physically from years of helping them all out, while putting myself on hold.
I think it's time to be a stark raving bitch. I'm not doing it anymore. Words can wreck a persons spirit. Dont believe me? ...I'm terrified of spiders.. TERRIFIED... This evening I was doing laundry in the basement, and there was a huge spider on a bath towel.. I didnt give a shit. |
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| gleeped from Terra |
[Nov. 12th, 2005|08:49 am] |
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| | Robert Cray | ] | First let me say OH MY GOD ITS FUCKING COLD HERE TODAY.. ok done.
now do it. 1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 2. Am I lovable? 3. How long have you known me? 4. When and how did we first meet? 5. What was your first impression? 6. Do you still think that way about me now? 7. What do you think my weakness is? 8. Do you think I'll get married? 9. What makes me happy? 10. What makes me sad? 11. What reminds you of me? 12. If you could give me anything what would it be? 13. How well do you know me? 14. When's the last time you saw me? 15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 16. Do you think I could kill someone? 17. Describe me in one word. 18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same? 19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? 20. Are you going to put this on your live journal and see what I say about you? |
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| wow |
[Nov. 9th, 2005|09:33 am] |
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I worked my ASS off on the treadmill last night.. this morning it paid off on the scale! go m.. go me.. Its muh birthday. |
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| Hooters airline. |
[Nov. 8th, 2005|07:52 am] |
Is there anything wrong with booking a flight for a 17 year old girl on hooters air? LOL it was cheap and I need to see my niece.
I am flying her up for Thanksgiving.. shes a nut who lives in Florida. Her father is an ass in plain english. And her fathers girlfriens, Diane is a lying sack of shit.. I was supposed to get custody of her when she was 11 when my sister died. Her father who has trouble keeping a job, (and IT in his pants) instead insisted that she stay with him and Diane whom he was fucking in my sisters bed while she was dying in the living room (Diane also happens to be our cousin from those "south jersey relatives") When i tell you Cecis' (my niece) father is a dirt bag.. this little snipit you are reading now, is only the tip of the filty iceberg. anyway I cant wait to see her, Maybe she will stay this time:) |
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| Maddy takes down two little boys in the playground |
[Nov. 7th, 2005|08:19 am] |
(on Wednesday) They were chasing her down! one was her little stalker Braden and the other was Billy who keeps telling Braden to kiss her behind the tree..I Told maddy a few weeks ago if they keep chasing her to knock em down..
AND of course i am standing there talking to their moms when she does it .. what is my reaction? MADDY NO SAY SORRY??you would think....
guesss again.
I'm like: Both hands, in the air, a big verbal "YES"!
then I compose myself and act like nothing happened.
(yesterday) during recess a little boy in her class was chasing her and he punched her in the stomach, she started to cry. The little boy had to apologize and he got in big trouble...She is learning fast:) |
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| dead at work :P |
[Nov. 6th, 2005|12:53 am] |
last night at work:

couldnt take another hour.. god no. |
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| beths foo fighters cd..songlist.. |
[Nov. 6th, 2005|12:23 am] |
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| | take a wild guess... | ] | KICK ASS..
::COVERS:: Title / rating Have a Cigar / **** so fucking good Darling Nikki / **** ditto. Baker Street / **** If anyone can revive this song.... Purple Rain / *** wish this were longer. Stairway to Heaven / **** for comic relief Tiny Dancer / *** "Cute" rendition
::ACOUSTIC:: Title/ rating
Learn to Fly / *** Times Like These/ **** crystal clear. My Hero (from Stern)/*** Everlong / **** can't screw this song up Walking after You / ****
I swear I dont do this kind of stuff because its kind of cheesy but you cant buy these tracks anywhere and some of em are soo good i think i NEED to. if anyone wants a copy of this cd let me know:) |
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| words of wisdom |
[Nov. 5th, 2005|01:11 pm] |
thinking of all the cute little anectdotes I have heard and from whom and so i wanted to put em down. if any of you have anything to add please do. :)
1. Life's a bitch then you die.
2. One hand washes the other, both hands wash the face. (nana)
3. Never pee against the wind.(nana)
4. Some people don't know whether to wind their ass or scratch their watch (my father)
5. The best way to fool someone is to let them think you are fooled. (my brother)
6. Man with a boner trying to board train, going to bangkok. (i screwed that one up real bad, i know.)
ok i know there are more..... Ihlll be baaahk. |
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| gleeped from steve kind of inneresting. almost true |
[Nov. 1st, 2005|09:29 am] |
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| | crowded house something so strong | ] |
assesment: with my finance being almost ok, maybe i can buy myself a new left boob and some lovelife to go along with it! perhaps average it all out to a 7? |
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| haunted house. |
[Oct. 27th, 2005|08:43 am] |
ok I'll admit it i am a bonafide Halloween dork. I love cheesy haunted houses with fake blood and strobe lights, luckily I dont look like too much of a tool (I meant to write fool but that works too) because Maddy loves them too. so I have an excuse...Maddy had her first induction to a haunted house she was about 9 months en utero. It was pretty funny too I was waddling through this hallway and one ha- UGE guy in a jason mask jumped out and fired up his chain saw.. ok. I took off. yep running. and I did pee my pants. "bladder control" is an oxymoron @ 9 months pregnant. well we're off again on saturday wish me and my bladder good luck :) |
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